Grieving is a healthy and natural healing process. Grief is an individual process. Grief may last longer than most people realize. The best way to deal with a loss is to recognize, reflect, and accept your feelings and receive support if necessary, during the grieving process. I am a Certified Grief Counselor and will support you through the grieving process.
Please take time to review Kübler-Ross Grieving Stages:
Five Stages Of Grief – Understanding the Kubler-Ross Model (psycom.net)